battles

What’s the meanest thing anyone’s told you? Think about it. I had a friend tell me that she hates talking about the things mean people have told her but I asked why and she said “because that’s not normal I just want to be normal” she said it’s not normal but really it’s the most normal thing in humanity. Everyones fighting their own battle in the mind.

My battle is my body I’m bigger not by a lot I’m not overweight but I’m not under I just want to be normal with my body and that’s where my friend and I relate.

There was this one group of friends at my school and they always seemed so happy like I have never seen them sad or upset. I knew that something was wrong (being the therapist friend I am), so I was already friends with them not super close but friends, so I asked them the more we hanged out and one day I asked one of the friends in the group “what’s the meanest thing anyone has said to you?” and he answered and said, “You’re too much, that’s the meanest thing.”

I felt that because in person I’m a real bubble person and I have been told that many times and it’s not the best feeling.

Nobody asked me the question back so imma tell ya. Probably ‘’your fat” or I hate you”. For the fat one, I’m insecure about my body so that one just well hits home and the I hate you one is just mean because i just want to make everyone happy.

I have always had a big heart and I cared for people but when I was little I was mean to people but I was nice at the same time I have been told. Multiple people have not said very nice things to me and I hate seeing people in pain so I speak up and stand up for me and them and I hope you do the same. Much love Emily!!! <3